Desert road into the mountains

Desert road into the mountains
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I loved this picture of a road leading into mountains.

It completely describes how i feel about life right now. Right now, I'm confused about what I really want in life and where this road in life might take me. But the list I can do is to enjoy the view.

I'm really glad that I have my family and friends to support me, while I take the time and enjoy the ride. I mean, rush things when you are going to get there any way?

The problem is, I don't really know where I'm going. But then again, maybe, that's the beauty of it.

I've read a book called, "Hope For The Flowers" which I borrowed from my uncle and learn a very valuable lesson: To stop crawling to the top like the other crawlers and find nothing up there, but take time and find the butter within you.

I guess the butterfly is waiting somewhere out there, at the end of the road.

Oh my gulay.

I missed the araw ng dabaw and the kabataan parade today. I stayed home whole day, surfing the net, reading, and watching a little TV. I really hate being a GULAY. I didn't even studied for my exam, because other things made my academic books and photocopies less interesting. But I promise I'll make it up tomorrow.

Last night, I watched the Pupil Concert at MTS Matina with my friends. It was soooooooooo cool! I love their songs, Nasaan Ka?, Monoblock, Disconnection Notice, and others that I didn't recognize. At the end of their show, they sang Ehead songs which made the crowd go wild. My heart fell! And guess what their last song was? Prinsesa by The teeth. Oh ,my GULAY. I almost cried. That song means a lot to me.:( It reminds me of high school where I gave my heart away and almost lost my identity. I really, really love this song, though. So old school. :)

What Dreams May Come

A beautiful music poetry by an eco-peace artist, Rosalie Zerrudo.

i need a get away.

time for a tour
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I NEED A GETAWAY.

Some stuff are stressing me out:

1.) SCHOOL.

Obviously, I have to re-take two subjects this summer and 6 back subjects. Sometimes, I wonder why of all the course that I chose to take, I took the one which involves one subject I hate the most: MATH.

2.) MY BROTHER. He is acting so annoying. He keeps screaming, "Stay away from queer people!" a hundred times. What is wrong with him? He is acting so weird. All the time.

3.) My love life. Or the lack of it. (J/K :D)

It's not really significant, but since it's the love month, I'll include it in the list. I feel like everyone has found their "other half" or whatever they call it. I just feel like i'm unlucky when it comes to this. Whenever I like someone, it's either he's too good for me, or not good enough. I think there are only two kinds of people in this world. Those who are lucky in love, and those who are always left with a broken heart.

Why am I the unlucky one?

Anyway, here are my wish list this summer:

1.) Enroll in an art/ painting class.
2.) Get a Driver's license.
3.) Enroll in a summer work shop (acting.hehe)
4.) Continue my piano lessons in Yamaha.
5.) Visit an art gallery (I want to check Ponce Suites)
6.) Visit my home town.
7.) Clear my closet.
8.) Find a job (or maybe start my own business.)
9.) Hit the beach!

10.) Make new friends.
11.) Find love. (I'm not really serious when I wrote this. or maybe I am. But it wont hurt to add it to my wishlist. Hey, might come true after all!)

School's barely over, but here I am, wishing that summer's here. I hope the stars will listen to me this time and give me my most awaited get away (and wish). Meanwhile, I just have to make myself a cup of hot milk read a book. Or whatever it is that girls like me do while waiting for their wishes to come true)

Good night, Angels.

light leaks.

light leaks.
Originally uploaded by gingerlillytea

I love this picture from flickr.


I want to thank my friend Lou giving me my very first Princess Award. YAY.:) It literally made my day. (Thank you Lou! I haven't finished the book you handed me, but I'm working on it ^^)

Anyway, I just want to share a heartfelt song I've heard recently that makes my heart do a flipflop everytime i hear it. It's called Eet, by regina spektor. Enjoy. =)

It's like forgetting the words to your favourite song, you can't believe it, you were always singing along.

Break.

It's my one hour break and i had no sense of direction, so I headed to the nearest net cafe in our school. And i only got ten minutes to type everything i have to say. I hate waking up in Mondays and then getting late for class. I hate it when I don't know where to go, but then, I also find beauty in it. It is when you discover something you don't expect to see. :) I also found a beautiful song, it's called Cotabato, my hometown. Hehe. I miss home already.

Rain, Rain, You're here to stay.

I found this song perfect for today. ^.^


Rainy Days And Mondays
- Carpenters

Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.


***

Despite the cold weather and the fact that its a Monday, the rain didn't really get me down. I LOVE cold weather, I just wish someone is there to hold me tight. During my breaks, I stayed in the library, and read some magazines, and finally I borrowed the book called, "To The Lighthouse" by Virginia Woolf (I think I need a dictionary when I checked the first pages) Anyway, I wanted to see someone I haven't seen for long. I dreamt of that person last night, and in the dream he was holding me. I don't know what that meant, but the dream felt kind of real.




So much for today. I'm hungry again. Got to grab something to eat ^.^